I want to wake up from this nightmare. Over & over again, same situations, different faces & places but they all have the same intent of taking full advantage of me. Lay down, just lay down. Come clear with your intent. Why guise yourself? To lead on the idea that you care. Taste, feelings of satisfaction is all you really want and crave. Manipulate however you can to satisfy this need, dust off the fact that you are hurting me. Why can’t I smell & see the signs of deceit? Wake up, lay down boundaries. Never put value on me. Lay down. Just lay down. Raise walls protecting my worth, my absolve. Fiend. Will I awake from this nightmare by closing the gates?