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I’m historically heartbroken Drowning in my own emotions One minute away from breaking down down down I’m always leaving empty handed No one wants a heart that’s damaged Only know a love that lets me down down down Staring contest with the walls I’m giving into my intrusive thoughts What if I never find anybody to love Or I finally get the chance And I f**K it all up Cause I can’t get hurt if I’m the first one to leave What if I get to heaven and it’s not even real And I die before telling you how I really feel Cause it feels like hell And I just can’t help but think That maybe loves not for me If you don’t look too closely You can’t even tell I’m lonely Even though it keeps me up at night night night I try to keep myself distracted But I got all these awful habits Of listening to voices in my mind mind mind Oh staring contest with the wall I’m giving into my intrusive thoughts What if I never find anybody to love Or I finally get the chance And I f**k it all up Cause I can’t get hurt if I’m the first one to leave What if I get to heaven and it’s not even real And I die before telling you how I really feel Cause it feels like hell And I just can’t help but think Maybe loves not for me Maybe loves not for me Maybe loves not for me Maybe loves not for me For me×3 Maybe loves not for me