Current Lyrics
It starts with
One thing I don't know when
I found myself lost in a story again
Looking to try to find hope hidden within
Don't even know where to begin to pick up the pain
And all I did when I tried to be better for you
Is that another piece of me to the things that I lose
Following the trauma buried down in the roots
It got me stuck trying to move
And all of it is so unlike the way I was before
I feel this pulled at the soul
And it's too much to deal with hard to see the pain
When the cuts kept concealed right underneath the skin
And going deep within
And all of the intent that I had of the storm
Doesn't matter now when it's all falling apart
What it meant to me
Will eventually be a memory of a time
When I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing I don't know what it takes
To find the strength to be the one
Finally walking away
So I'm writing this to look at
Then remind of the way you had me feeling
Like a walking mistake
And I've been lying awake
And lying to myself
Thinking 'bout a past life
Find my way through the dark with your gaslight
Looking back at all the thins that I have tried
I'm surprised that it got so far
It's like you only want what I won't be
Got a space in your heart for the old me
And I don't even think you knew him well
Like how can you be with someone
That you love and feel lonely
I should've known at the start
Doesn't matter now when it's all falling apart
And what it meant to you
Will eventually be a memory too
When I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
How put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter