So So

I could be the way

You’ve always wanted me

But would that be enough?

I think it’s overlooked
And we could be a team

But you think there’s an “I” in “we”

So overprotective

Obvious stuffSince I’m feeling out of touch

I guess I’ll visit Heeley

Since you make it so hard to listen to your shit

It all tastes so so sour

Since you left it out for hours

And I guess we’re all in this together

But I never thought I’d ever feel so far awayIt feels to scary to admit it

That I’m always getting older and older

I miss you in it every minute

But you’re always here every other nightHands always warm in the winter

The fire is always on inside

You find it funny, I find it sad

I’ll blow you kisses by your bedsideTo help me sleep, put it on a shelf

To help me sleep, put it on a shelf

To help me sleep, put it on a shelf

I think another day will make it betterI got a lump in my throat

Hold out the noose, swallowed it whole

And tidy it away at the back of my brain

Seeing you again, it feels bittersweet

Such a sour treat

Take it down in oneOne, two, three

Four years before I don’t feel sore

Hard to swallow pills

Does nothing make me feel good?

Like all the things that should do

And say “can’t wait”

And say “it didn’t matter after all”

(Down in one goes my turn)

Older and older and older

(Down in one goes my turn)

Every other night

(Down in one goes my turn)

I find it funny, I find it sad

I find it hard to understand

Down in one goes my turn