I’m Not Ok

[Verse 1]

Another party I don’t wanna be at

And I can’t stomach the thought

Of the drink in my hand

But they say it’ll take off

All the edge in my head

That I can’t seem to forget

Can’t seem to forget
[Chorus]

I’m not ok right now

Can’t feel my face right now

Music is so damn loud

But I drowned it out

I’m not ok right now

My head is pounding now

Stressed out my mind

My breathing is tight

I don’t even wanna be here tonight

I’m not ok right now

Can they see my face right now?

What do they know?

I’ve gotta go

I was always better off alone

[Verse 2]

So here I am, I’m in my room up all alone

Talking to the voices in my head into the microphone

Saying what the fuck is this shit

Nobody gon’ listen

Maybe if I get down on my knees and bеg forgiveness

To the friеnds that I let down in the past

I always cancelled all my plans hanging out

They say that I’m flakey

But the truth is I’m just shakey

And I really can’t understand

A thing that they be saying to me[Chorus]

I’m not ok right now

My head is pounding now

Stressed out my mind

My breathing is tight

I don’t even wanna be here tonight

I’m not ok right now

Can they see my face right now?

What do they know?

I’ve gotta go

I was always better off alone[Bridge]

It’s everywhere that I go

And then it gets worse when I get home

I don’t know how to fix this broken road

Can’t have a conversation

Try to take my medication

But nothing ever changes

[Chorus]

I’m not ok right now

My head is pounding now

Stressed out my mind

My breathing is tight

I don’t even wanna be here tonight

I’m not ok right now

Can they see my face right now?

What do they know?

I’ve gotta go

I was always better off alone