Inhibitions

[Intro]

One more take
[Verse 1]

Release my inhibitions from me

This is no longer fun

I swear the weather used to be more sunny

Got me running back and forth

I feel like a lost puppy

If this a test I need more time to study

I think it’s time we part ways

It’s the reason for my dark days

Since a child playing Frogger at the arcade

Now I’m caught between a rock and hard place

This ain’t a scene, it’s an arms race

Don’t wanna be seen

My heart is on my sleeve

Yeah I keep it at an arm’s length

Time, I wish that I could freeze it, I’d be Pompeii

It’s been stolеn, think I’m taking it to small claims

I went the wrong way

Yeah

Whеn I’m drinking I become a normal person

And start to wonder where that side of me’s been lurking

It’s frustrating cause I know I have it in me

Life of the party when I’m tipsy

When I’m out in public my anxiety’s peaking

This ain’t Jared, it’s anxiety speaking

Only time I see myself is when sobriety’s leaving

A man that cares too damn much how society sees him

Always on his phone

But if you trying to reach him

He’s locked in his room

Spending time with his demons, yeah

Life of the party

Misery is his plus one

I keep running

I don’t know what I’m running from

[Hook]

Tell me this is all a dream

Everybody’s doubting me

Inhibitions, drown em please

Whoa

Somebody take my keys

Guess I’m back in the place again

That I tried so hard to leave

When I’m out I’ll play pretend

A better man that isn’t me[Verse 2]

Yeah this my evil backstory

Little kid with a camcorder

The dumbest kid up in the class

Feel bad for him

Kinda off, think he was made in a laboratory

For mad long sought revenge, got a plan forming

Way way before I got it together

Before I ever knew better

I had couple vendettas

And looked like I might’ve hid a beretta

Inside of a trench coat

For when I’m finally fed up like

Let’s see who’s a tough guy now

I’m in the upside down with Eleven

That’s a blemish, those scratches gonna buff right out

I should shut my mouth for a second

That’s miranda rights and the second amendment

What you expecting from the son of a reverend?

Father forgive me, for I got a confession

The devil’s living where my trauma’s embedded

[Hook]

Tell me this is all a dream

Everybody’s doubting me

Inhibitions, drown em please

Whoa

Somebody take my keys

Guess I’m back in the place again

That I tried so hard to leave

When I’m out I’ll play pretend

A better man that isn’t me[Outro]

Guess I’m back in the place again

Damn, nevermind

You guys get the point