Hit the Wall

I'm a crack in the pavement, I'm a slip-up
I'm afraid that my fortress is a glass box
I should know what I'm playin', but I forgot
Felt good for a day, but that stopped

And I once saw it clearly, or so I thought
And I want you so badly, but I close off
Like, I thought we'd get married, but I guess not

Now, you can watch me hit the wall
Hit the wall, I just hit the wall
I'm not a problem you can solve
Weighin' the cost, impossible
I hit the wall, I hit the wall

I try to be silent, but I get caught
A room full of doctors who lost the plot
I'm drawn to the headlights, have a blind spot
Pull over, and wait for too long

I come to the table, but I do cave
I know when I'm able, I downgrade
I barely deserve it if you do stay
I wish you would anyway

But I hit the wall, I just hit the wall
I'm not a problem you can solve
Weighin' the cost, impossible
I hit the wall, I hit the wall

"A Case of You" playin' in the hallway
All these frustrations that I downplay
I'm numb 'til I'm achin' for what to say
Watch my words ricochet
Funny, ain't it?
Flashbacks of my life
What a waste, oh, what a shame
At night
Face-to-face with every girl that I tried to play, mmm

Sooner or later, you'll find out
I live in a pattern of brakedowns
You'll bend to my silence, it's so loud
And then, you'll lose me to the crowd
Hit the wall, I just hit the wall
I'm not a problem you can solve
Hit the wall, I just
I just
Oh