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If I Didn't Believe in You by Jeremy Jordan album cover

If I Didn't Believe in You

by Jeremy Jordan

Lyrics
There are people

And they are publishing my book

And there's a party that they're throwing

And while you've made it very clear that you're not going
I will be going

And that's done

But what's it really about

Is it really about a party Cathy
Can we please for a minute stop blaming
And say what you feel

Is it just that you're disappointed
To be going again to Ohio

Did you think this would all be much easier

Than it's turned out to be

Well then talk to me Cathy

Talk to me

If I didn't believe in you

We'd never have gotten this far

If I didn't believe in you

And all of the ten thousand women you are

If I didn't think you could do

Anything you ever wanted to
If I wasn't certain that you'd come through somehow

The fact of the matter is Cathy

I wouldn't be standing here now

If I didn't believe in you
We wouldn't be having this fight

If I didn't believe in you
I'd walk out the door and say
Cathy you're right
But I never could let that go

Knowing the things about you I know
Things when I met you four years ago I knew

It never took much convincing
To make me believe in you

Don't we get to be happy Cathy

At some point down the line
Don't we get to relax
Without some new tsuris
To push me yet further from you
And if I'm cheering on your side Cathy

Why can't you support mine
Why do I have to feel
I've committed some felony
Doing what I always swore I would do
I don't want you to hurt
But hey

I don't want you to sink

But you know what I think
I think you'll be fine
Just hang on and you'll see
But don't make me wait till you do
To be happy with you
Will you listen to me
No one can give you courage

No one can thicken your skin
I will not fail so you can be comfortable Cathy

I will not lose because you can't win

If I didn't believe in you

And and year's where the travelogue ends

If I didn't believe in you

I couldn't have stood before all of our friends
And said This is the life I choose

This is the thing I can't bear to lose
Trip us or trap us but we refuse to fall

That's what I thought we agreed on Cathy

If I hadn't believed in you

I wouldn't have loved you at all