Mistakezzz (Sped Up)

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Please, don't leave me alone
I'm afraid that I'll be gone
It won't take long 'til I'm done
So don't call once I end it all
I find it so funny that I cry myself to sleep
I use to joke about it, now I'm doin' it for real
I use to think that cutting myself was so ****ing stupid
Now I find myself doing this shit during the afternoon
I don't know what's wrong with me, I try so hard to understand
Maybe I'm just boring or I don't know a ****in' thing
Maybe I should I die, will it be tonight?
See the mirror and cry
I think this is goodbye
Please, don't leave me alone
I'm afraid that I'll be gone
It won't take long 'til I'm done
So don't call once I end it all
I don't see the point
My life without joy,
I don't even see the point, it breaks me up, where is the joy?
Oh, where did it go? And what did you say?
All these awful things, was it by mistake?
I don't think it was, but it wasn't enough
To keep me away from you, or I'm dumb as f**x
It's three am, and what I need is all I love
But no one's here for me, and that's the way it was
I don't even see the point, it breaks me up, where is the joy?
Oh, where did it go? And what did you say?
All these awful things, was it by mistake?