Not Feeling Anything

No fingerprints on the front door
Haven't tripped over your shoes in a week
Everything's staying cleaner than it's ever been for weeks
Come in when I want
Take long, long walks
A moon-sized moon flower glowed open
And that's where I stopped
I stopped feeling anything
No guilt, no remorse, no shame
Didn't breathe any easier with the feelings out of the way
I stopped feeling anything
I remember Reunions
Living in the guest room in my mom's new home
I remember cleaning up after you and too many nights alone
Got over over-working bottomless pile of towels
Washing and drying, not getting much for all the putting out
But I did it anyway
I did it anyway
More and more avoiding the fact
It wouldn't matter at the end of any day
I stopped feeling anything
No guilt, no remorse, no shame
I didn't breathe any easier with the feelings out of the way
I stopped feeling anything
And I did it anyway
I did it anyway
And more and more avoiding the fact
It wouldn't matter at the end of any day
And stopped feeling anything
No guilt, no remorse, no shame
I didn't breathe any easier with the feelings out of the way
I stopped feeling anything
Come in when I want
Take long, long walks
A moon-sized moonflower reminds me where I stopped