Lyrics
I donāt always do what I should
But I do what I gotta do
Youāve been at the bottom, you see the hunger inside of you
Donāt say what you wonāt do
Cus it can all change
When the going gets tough itāll drive you insane
See I done dodged a couple shots
Saved a couple blocks
Hit a couple corners tryna shake a couple cracks
A broke a couple rules
Didnāt graduate from school
Cus I was busy hustling when I thought that shit was cool
See I gotta keep it real wit you baby
Cus the shit I used to do is what made me
And Iām hopin I aināt gotta go back to the trap
Cus we really know that we donāt want that
But if I donāt make it home tonight
Tell my mama that I love her
Leave some flowers for my brother
Girl I love ya
But if I donāt make it home tonight
Take some money to my sister
I donāt ever want her chasin after niggas
Cus where Iām from
Niggas outchea dyin every day
And they aināt not bad, theyāre just tryna make a way
And I aināt no different
So if I get missin
These are my last wishes
I hope you getting by
Girl if I donāt make it home tonight
I know itās harsh
But this is how I feel, girl itās comin from the heart
I hope it doesnāt end the way it had to start
Cus it started out bad but I made it this far
But everyone here tired to see me make it
Or they only wanna see me win so they can take it
Cus I know itās hard to find a job
So niggas kill and rob
Thereās a chance that I wonāt make it here tomorrow
Being honest
See I gotta keep it real wit you baby
Cus the shit I used to do is what made me
And Iām hopin I aināt gotta go back to the trap
Cus we really know that we donāt want that
But if I donāt make it home tonight
Tell my mama that I love her
Leave some flowers for my brother
Girl I love ya
But if I donāt make it home tonight
Take some money to my sister
I donāt ever want her chasin after niggas
Cus where Iām from
Niggas outchea dyin every day
And they aināt not bad, theyāre just tryna make a way
And I aināt no different
So if I get missin
These are my last wishes
I hope you getting by
Girl if I donāt make it home tonight
[Jeezy]
Would you miss me? Would you miss me?
Would you walk up to my casket? Would you kiss me?
My life is schizophrenic, Iām just tryna stay sane
Pour a cup full, hope it take away the pain
I said you know I I I I
Came from the projects, nigga
Donāt care if it kill me, I die, Iāll stay in the projects
You know Iām fresh as a motherfucker, in case that I die tonight
Got a lot on my mind, you know that Iām high tonight
I left that black Hublot at home
So really I donāt got the time
My nigga got by a quarter, heard that he dropped the dime
Failureās no option nigga, you out of yo fuckin mind
Mixin my life and my freedom fool
So aināt none of you stopping myā¦
(x2)
But if I donāt make it home tonight
Tell my mama that I love her
Leave some flowers for my brother
Girl I love ya
But if I donāt make it home tonight
Take some money to my sister
I donāt ever want her chasin after niggas
Cus where Iām from
Niggas outchea dyin every day
And they aināt not bad, theyāre just tryna make a way
And I aināt no different
So if I get missin
These are my last wishes
I hope you getting by
Girl if I donāt make it home tonight
But I do what I gotta do
Youāve been at the bottom, you see the hunger inside of you
Donāt say what you wonāt do
Cus it can all change
When the going gets tough itāll drive you insane
See I done dodged a couple shots
Saved a couple blocks
Hit a couple corners tryna shake a couple cracks
A broke a couple rules
Didnāt graduate from school
Cus I was busy hustling when I thought that shit was cool
See I gotta keep it real wit you baby
Cus the shit I used to do is what made me
And Iām hopin I aināt gotta go back to the trap
Cus we really know that we donāt want that
But if I donāt make it home tonight
Tell my mama that I love her
Leave some flowers for my brother
Girl I love ya
But if I donāt make it home tonight
Take some money to my sister
I donāt ever want her chasin after niggas
Cus where Iām from
Niggas outchea dyin every day
And they aināt not bad, theyāre just tryna make a way
And I aināt no different
So if I get missin
These are my last wishes
I hope you getting by
Girl if I donāt make it home tonight
I know itās harsh
But this is how I feel, girl itās comin from the heart
I hope it doesnāt end the way it had to start
Cus it started out bad but I made it this far
But everyone here tired to see me make it
Or they only wanna see me win so they can take it
Cus I know itās hard to find a job
So niggas kill and rob
Thereās a chance that I wonāt make it here tomorrow
Being honest
See I gotta keep it real wit you baby
Cus the shit I used to do is what made me
And Iām hopin I aināt gotta go back to the trap
Cus we really know that we donāt want that
But if I donāt make it home tonight
Tell my mama that I love her
Leave some flowers for my brother
Girl I love ya
But if I donāt make it home tonight
Take some money to my sister
I donāt ever want her chasin after niggas
Cus where Iām from
Niggas outchea dyin every day
And they aināt not bad, theyāre just tryna make a way
And I aināt no different
So if I get missin
These are my last wishes
I hope you getting by
Girl if I donāt make it home tonight
[Jeezy]
Would you miss me? Would you miss me?
Would you walk up to my casket? Would you kiss me?
My life is schizophrenic, Iām just tryna stay sane
Pour a cup full, hope it take away the pain
I said you know I I I I
Came from the projects, nigga
Donāt care if it kill me, I die, Iāll stay in the projects
You know Iām fresh as a motherfucker, in case that I die tonight
Got a lot on my mind, you know that Iām high tonight
I left that black Hublot at home
So really I donāt got the time
My nigga got by a quarter, heard that he dropped the dime
Failureās no option nigga, you out of yo fuckin mind
Mixin my life and my freedom fool
So aināt none of you stopping myā¦
(x2)
But if I donāt make it home tonight
Tell my mama that I love her
Leave some flowers for my brother
Girl I love ya
But if I donāt make it home tonight
Take some money to my sister
I donāt ever want her chasin after niggas
Cus where Iām from
Niggas outchea dyin every day
And they aināt not bad, theyāre just tryna make a way
And I aināt no different
So if I get missin
These are my last wishes
I hope you getting by
Girl if I donāt make it home tonight