Nonchalant

Yeah, yeah

See it's been a while, mate
Long days, long nights
That's a 22

Hold up
We still here
The chopper
Mikey Joe made this
Random intro
Yeah
Let's go

I keep on pouring out my pain to the world (I do)
I'm at war with myself

I need health, I need wealth (You know)

And my bitch call me crazy 'cause I talk to myself (I know)
When I put everyone before me
Should've thought of myself (I should've)
I got a story to tell
'Cause it's painful, it sells, man (It does)

I'm just tryna pay for these bills
I ain't got no tears for no milk if it spills

Baby, it's real in these fields
Had to destroy and rebuild

They know I'm ill with my skills (Okay)
I probably hurt a hundred chicks for
Every chick that hurt me (Probably more)
Set my baby mum on fire just for tryna burn me (Burn)
You lost your daughter in the process

Was it really worth it? (Was it?)
I watch her blossom every day, I guess
You don't deserve it (Love you, Liv)
Met this new chick and she portray she perfect (I know)
What's the pussy really worth if you don't make me earn it? (Tell me)
If I smash you straight away then I'm more likely swervin' (Swerve)
Only when I walk across a bridge I gotta tend to burn it (Bang)
I'm just shakin' off rust

Fuck my critics, man, I hope they all get hit by a bus (Huh)
And then I hope the bus reverses right back over you fucks (You know)
I know that when I'm dead and buried they gon' kick up a fuss (Okay)
This is hard work and talent, I ain't have any luck (None)
I'm fifteen years in and still I carry my buzz (You know)
I see rappers come and go, at least they made a few bucks

You know that they don't really love you
They just fooled you with lust (True story)
Expectations always lead to disappointment (Does)
That's probably why we always disappointed
I live with my bad choices, in my head I got some voices
Here pickin' all my poisons, most the time I just display 'em
Lookin' in the mirror like
What's a blogger ever done for you? (Nothing)
Every time you speak these motherfuckers always come for you (Always)
Ugly truth

Clearly they ain't got no love for you

But luckily for you, you don't love 'em too (I don't)
Countin' my blessings only takes me a second
They think that filmin' good deeds is
Gonna take 'em to Heaven (Yeah right)
It's the king of the peasants, I took risky endeavours

And if I don't like the vibe, you know
The ties gettin' severed (Severed)
Look, me and cuzzy, that's like birds of a feather (Cuzzy)
Flockin' together

Never did we crack under pressure, whatever weather

Rainy days, sharing umbrellas
But at least I kept my word when I said times would get better (Mr)
Mr. Keepin' my head up, Mr. Carry My Weight (You know)
Mr. Always Find A Way To Keep Some Food On My Plate (You know)
She ain't got no body but she suck it for days (Okay)
Blow jobs while I'm drivin' 'til I cum on her face (Bang)
Before I gather I go huntin' for prey

You know how it is, sometimes we huntin' for days (Days)
I told 'em fortune only favour the brave

It's forever 'bout the money, this was never for fame (Never)
I do shameful shit but never done it with shame (Never)
My bitch done me dirty, we was never the same (Never)
My boy tried to help me but he done it in vain (Cold)
I told him seein' is believin', don't believe what they claim (I see)
Look, in the darkness it's just me and my brain (Me and myself)
Shackles and chains, no escapin' this pain
For every time I went off track I made it back in my lane (I did)
Before it made me strong, it nearly sent me insane

They gave my brother life and he just laughed it off

When they used to go to cuttin' just to bark it off (Bow)
And I had loud that wasn't loud but I still passed it off

You know that once I started goin' I can't be stopped (Can't)
You pay the cost to be the boss
Sometimes you take a loss (It happens)

Lost my whole stack and had to shake it off (You know)
When life hits you in the face it's gonna wake you up (Wake up)

I would rather that you hate me than be fakin' love

Okay, okay, okay
The show's over
Goodbye
Bow, bow