I Care 4 U

So much on mind
Been working long days
Energy on low
Spending money I ain't made
Been going on six months
I can't catch a break
I can't even get out this bed
Right now my heart is aching

I keep being hard on myself
Need to cry, instead, I wipe my eyes
Baggage getting heavy
A toll on my body, it's affecting
Gotta let go of this weight
I gotta start my day
Looking in the mirror
Some things I need to say

You deserve love
You are enough
Nobody else needs you
Like you at all
Don't you forget
You are the one
You gotta love on you
Love, love, love

I'm in such a weird place
Um, I've been going to label meetings, and
Getting flown out to places, and
Getting these hotels, you get back home to your reality
You don't really have a bed
You don't really have a place to sleep
**** lowkey real as ****
But I'm gonna get myself out of this
That's what all this hard work is for
And sometimes it's really hard, and I understand, like
Damn, I'm in this **** but then I'm not
But don't let that discourage you, bro
You gotta keep going till you in it, in it, and know that this **** is coming
But patience is the best thing that you could have
And when it does come, I'ma be so appreciative, so thankful
And rich as **** one day, I love you