Letter for My Future Ex

I hope you're feeling okay
Because I don't know if I could say the same thing
It started when I saw you with your sweatshirt
Sleeves pulled way past your arm length
And I don't wanna play games
Coming home from each other's place
Pretend we don't know each other's name
I know that's not what you want
But I started catching feelings
But I'm just dreaming
My soul can't touch the ceiling
'Cause I know that this won't last forever
My wallpaper's peeling back now
I tried to tell you that I blacked out, that night
But that was a lie

I wish you didn't feel so happy
Wrapped up in my arms
It's been hard not to rectify
What's been in my heart
Put my part in two pieces
'Cause I loved you from the start
Playing music in the car
And looking up to see the stars
'Cause so far I'm really proud of you, and I hate to depart
But it's getting kinda cold
It's been getting really dark
I wish you all the best, and I hate to see you far
But I've made up my mind, and I don't wanna play guitar

(Hahaha)
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, whoa, oh

And I can fall in love again without you (Ooh, ooh)
I wish that I could say I don't know how to (Ooh, ooh)
I'll take away your butterflies
I'll make you wish you were still mine
I don't want to, but I know I'm about to