Blue Monday (From "Ready Player One")

How does it feel to treat me like you do?
When you played your hands upon me and told me who you are
Thought I was mistaken, I thought I heard your words
Tell me how do I feel, tell me now, how do I feel?

Those two came before me, less rude fable occasions
From the past until completion, 'til turn away no more
And it's now I find them so hard to say what I need to say
But I'm quite sure that I should tell
Me, just know I should set you free

I see a ship in the harbor, I can and shall obey
But if it wasn't for your misfortune
Hardly a heaven make your cousin to bay
And I thought I was mistaken, and I thought I heard you speak
Tell me how do I feel, tell me now, how should I feel?

Now I start here waiting
I thought I saw you still need me, but I walked down to the beach
Tell me how does it feel when your heart throws throws