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Dear Alcohol (feat. Atlus, Kelsie Watts, Carly Pearl, ERV ELLO, SkyDxddy, Trippz Michaud, Kayla Rae, Common Tribe, Troy, Phix, KC Makes Music & Official Dj Aaron) [Mega Remix]
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Dear Alcohol (feat. Atlus, Kelsie Watts, Carly Pearl, ERV ELLO, SkyDxddy, Trippz Michaud, Kayla Rae, Common Tribe, Troy, Phix, KC Makes Music & Official Dj Aaron) [Mega Remix]
by Dax
Release Date:
2024-04-05
Lyrics
I got wasted cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
I keep drinking till I'm someone I don't recognize
I got wasted
I got wasted just to fill my head with lies
Feeling like superman the Henny makes me fly
Until I wake up as the sun sets
I pick up the bottle tell me what's another regret
I'm addicted to the buzz
I've tried hard to give you up
But nothing seems to work
Right now I'm feeling stuck.
Promised that my love ones that I was done but
We both know I ain't done cause...
I got wasted cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
I keep drinking till I'm someone I don't recognize
I got wasted
I keep saying Imma change but I can't stay away
Cause there's a hole inside my heart that's growing every day
So I medicate
I take it straight
Tryna find a remedy to numb the pain
Keep praying
Help me find a way to heal me
Before I suffocate
Come find me
I'm about to break
Open a bottle and chase it all away
I got wasted cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
I keep drinking till I'm someone I don't recognize
I got wasted
(I got wasted)
It's a quick high
Then a long low
And you call me
Tryin' to come home
But I can't be your only remedy
Tryin' to save you
Gon' kill me
So write it down
Put it in a song
Hope you pour it out
We'd all feel less alone
Instead of getting wasted
Waste your time
Making something real
You can turn your waste to power
Helping other people heal
I got wasted cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
I keep drinking till I'm someone I don't recognize
I got wasted
I'm passed out
And it's like I'm in a war
Life is passing while I'm wasted on the floor
See I've been drowning in a life without no passion
Coping with this drink
And I know it's a tragic
I wanna feel real life
I want some real kisses
Feel a real touch
Find a real Mrs.
Till the fog is gone
With God as my witness
I'm sober up
I'm sober up
I got wasted cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight(self tonight)
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
I keep drinking till I'm someone I don't recognize
I got wasted
Just one more shot of whiskey
Then I'll put the bottle down
The warmth that it provides me
Is the best thing that I have found
And I know that it can't kill me
Cause I'm already dead
And I'll do anything to drown these thoughts inside my head
I'm messed up,****ed up
But I only disappoint
My mental health doesn't give me much a choice
Drunk in the crowd,getting lost in all the noise
If someone screams and no one hears
Do they even have a voice?
I got wasted cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
I keep drinking till I'm someone I don't recognize
I got wasted
I spent half my life drinking,other half overthinking
Blame it on a disposition and a family full of addiction
Some say it's already written
I guess the first step is admitting
It's hard being sober and dealing with feelings
Nah I ain't a quitter
But things have been difficult,yeah
No more bottles,still catching waves
In the now,we gone turn the page
Used to buy into being an addict
Until I learned another way
I've been finding my balance
Letting go of my malice
Here's a toast to the challenge,yeah
I got wasted cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight(self tonight)
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright(feel alright)
I keep drinking till I'm someone I don't recognize
I got wasted
On the rocks,straight up so I don't feel a thing
I'd rather deal with it the next day than feel the pain
Try to find another way
Go to sleep and fly away
But I close my eyes and I can't escape
Just a bad bitch with some issues I can't seem to solve
Always end up hurting anyone who get involved
And I tried but I'm no good at loving you
Said I was busy but I really just stayed at home
I got wasted cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
I keep drinking till I'm someone I don't recognize
I got wasted
Since you have been gone I've been sipping into my sorrows
One last bottle then tomorrow I'll be sober but I...
I Can't escape this hole that I've been digging in
All my demons fighting wars that I can't really win
So I bite my tongue and hit the wall until I bleed
Trapped in my thoughts until it's hard for me to breath
And I know it's hard for you to see but this liquor's got a hold of me
I got wasted cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
I keep drinking till I'm someone I don't recognize(recognize)
I got wasted
Every time I look in the mirror
All I see...is somebody just wondering
Why they always leave
Instead of dealing with it and feeling it
I tell myself,I don't need someone
When it's all that I need
Ohh deep down I'm so lonely
I got wasted cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight(self tonight)
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
I keep drinking till I'm someone I don't recognize
I got wasted
At 14 I had my first OJ and Vodka and thought I was so G
But that quickly turned into popping
These pills and mixing my drinks with the codeine...
But then I OD'ed.I've should listened when they told me
Now when I drink I get to sending you these messages just cause I'm lonely
And it ain't cause I'm wasted
It's because I'm lost
I need you to call
And I don't know no other way to take away the pain
I'm about fall
I got wasted cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
I keep drinking till I'm someone I don't recognize
I got wasted
You ever look back in a certain time
And try to reminisce and all you get is little flashes
A piece of the past
And as each year passes
You start to realize that the only thing to last is the bottom of a glass
And your friendship is plastic
Oh well,that shit happens
But what about when you can't even make it through the day and your hands start shaking
Your girlfriend left and your parents pray for your safety
Not just pray,but the type that would make even atheists feel like it's something to faith
Cause maybe only God knows what it take
Maybe only I know how to break it
But I can't cause I'm caged in the shell of a man right now
I don't really wanna hear it
Hurt the people that are dearest
And it took my soul
I got wasted cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight(That's why they call it spirits)
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
I keep drinking till I'm someone I don't recognize
I got wasted
You drink the bottle to feel okay
You thought the pain woulda went away
Tired of the emptiness feelin' you filled it with drink...
To drown out the pain
But you didn't know the things you were losing in life
You couldn't face any problems now facing the bottle and it cost you losing your life
Left me alone on this earth,and I need advice for the problems I have
Sometimes I just wanna pour me a drink but then I remember the power it has...
As soon as you took the first drink
You take it and then it will take you
I wish you could find help...
Or I wish I could save you
You was the one that was drinking
But you'll never know what it did to me
I buy me a 5th and I get to thinkin' & pour it all out in your memory
I'm glad that you're finally happy...
Now I'm the one who will suffer
You was the one with the problems...
Now you're gone and I'll never recover
I got wasted cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight(didn't wanna deal with myself tonight)
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
I keep drinking till I'm someone I don't recognize
I got wasted(I got wasted)
I got wasted cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright(My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright)
I keep drinking till I'm someone I don't recognize
I got wasted
I got wasted
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