Lyrics
Ten times this month I tried to tell you that I didn't feel the same
But I still see you waiting for me in your mother's driveway
I had it all but I lost it when I felt it sinking in
I don't know anything
And I can't tell if my words were wrong
Or if this part of me is still holding on
To that part of you that I realize
I don't know at all
Am I happy in my paraself?
Or did I find love in someone else?
Or did I really end the one thing that I cared about?
I don't know anything about you
I can't live without you
Now I know our time is running out
So I don't wanna tell you that it's fine
Cause I know I
Do this every time
But right now I feel it less
I wish you were with me
Inside my toyota prius
What do I really want
I just wanna know myself
Can't know it if you're here
I don't wanna fight it but
I can't think about you now
Cause I see you driving next to me
And I can't think about the end
Cause I see you die in front of me
I can't think about the end
Cause I see it right in front of me
And I can't think about you now
Cause I see you driving next to me
I fucked up when I wrote you back
I don't know why I told you that
I scream when I drive home at night
I still see you when I close my eyes
I still scream when I drive home at night
I still see you when I close my eyes
I can't stop to think about you now
Cause I see you driving next to me
And I can't stop to think about the end
Cause I see you die in front of me
Cuz I think about you now
Cause I think about you now
Cause I think about you now
Cause I think about you now
Think about you
Think about you
Think about you
Think about you
I cannot take this anymore
What if we talked just like before
Can you ask me to come over
I'll say sorry but I'm fine
Well, it's obvious I'm not
I can't do it all again
And I realize that in the end you're
Better off without me here
I felt the dread inside my bones
I know I can't live unless I'm alone
Because I tried
To let it go but
I still felt the cries
Of my paralyzed heart telling me to come home
So I took it in and packed it up in my car
I told myself I shouldn't look back
I'm sitting in the passenger's side
Looking at you as we both drive into the night
I think I need a new brain
Cuz memories in this one make me feel I'm insane
Hey, do you ever think about the time
We walked for days flipped a coin to take the line?
As I turned to look into your eyes
As we made a pact incase it made us die
Cause those were the best days of my life
It made me feel real
And it me feel like I'm alive
Now I wanna gouge out my brain
Cause moments like these just make me feel I'm insane
What can I do?
When all I know about this life is me and you
And that's why I had to leave
So I can finally find out what it's like to be me
But I still see you waiting for me in your mother's driveway
I had it all but I lost it when I felt it sinking in
I don't know anything
And I can't tell if my words were wrong
Or if this part of me is still holding on
To that part of you that I realize
I don't know at all
Am I happy in my paraself?
Or did I find love in someone else?
Or did I really end the one thing that I cared about?
I don't know anything about you
I can't live without you
Now I know our time is running out
So I don't wanna tell you that it's fine
Cause I know I
Do this every time
But right now I feel it less
I wish you were with me
Inside my toyota prius
What do I really want
I just wanna know myself
Can't know it if you're here
I don't wanna fight it but
I can't think about you now
Cause I see you driving next to me
And I can't think about the end
Cause I see you die in front of me
I can't think about the end
Cause I see it right in front of me
And I can't think about you now
Cause I see you driving next to me
I fucked up when I wrote you back
I don't know why I told you that
I scream when I drive home at night
I still see you when I close my eyes
I still scream when I drive home at night
I still see you when I close my eyes
I can't stop to think about you now
Cause I see you driving next to me
And I can't stop to think about the end
Cause I see you die in front of me
Cuz I think about you now
Cause I think about you now
Cause I think about you now
Cause I think about you now
Think about you
Think about you
Think about you
Think about you
I cannot take this anymore
What if we talked just like before
Can you ask me to come over
I'll say sorry but I'm fine
Well, it's obvious I'm not
I can't do it all again
And I realize that in the end you're
Better off without me here
I felt the dread inside my bones
I know I can't live unless I'm alone
Because I tried
To let it go but
I still felt the cries
Of my paralyzed heart telling me to come home
So I took it in and packed it up in my car
I told myself I shouldn't look back
I'm sitting in the passenger's side
Looking at you as we both drive into the night
I think I need a new brain
Cuz memories in this one make me feel I'm insane
Hey, do you ever think about the time
We walked for days flipped a coin to take the line?
As I turned to look into your eyes
As we made a pact incase it made us die
Cause those were the best days of my life
It made me feel real
And it me feel like I'm alive
Now I wanna gouge out my brain
Cause moments like these just make me feel I'm insane
What can I do?
When all I know about this life is me and you
And that's why I had to leave
So I can finally find out what it's like to be me