DOING THIS FOR ME (SPED UP)

I'm not doing this for anyone
I'm just doing this for me
Turns out that is the hardest thing
To let yourself be

No one watching, no one waiting
No one cleaning up my mess
I'm not doing this for anyone
I'm just doing this for me

I bought myself flowers, put them on my side (yeah)
Stop waiting on someone to make me feel alive
Took myself to dinner, sat and ate alone
Turned my phone face down and finally felt at home

Thought it what I wanted, stayed as long as I pleased (yeah)
Didn't ask permission, didn't aim to appease
Didn't need the noise, didn't need the show
Took a breath and let the whole performance go

I'm not doing this for anyone
I'm just doing this for me
Turns out that is the hardest thing
To let yourself be

No one watching, no one waiting
No one cleaning up my mess
I'm not doing this for anyone
I'm just doing this for me

You stop shrinking in the mirror
Stop reading between lines
Stop giving people access
Who are wasting all my time

Cut the ones who only call
When they needed something back
Found out who I was
When I decided I was fine

When I decided I was fine
When I decided I was fine
When I decided I was fine

And I'm not doing this for anyone
I'm just doing this for me
Turns out that is the hardest thing
To let yourself be

No one watching, no one waiting
No one cleaning up my mess
I'm not doing this for anyone
I'm just doing this for me