Shadows

Tear us apart,
To process,
For all the complete opposites
The crash of loneliness
The nausea
The noise here
You hunt the room for answers
All buried mistakes there
Why am i searching
Through all of the failures
I’ve been dreaming of the strangest thing
I keep losing all my ****ing teeth
I always have so much unsettled
I always have so much unsettled sleep
I often wake forget that I’m alone
I often reach to where love used to be
No I don’t want to stay here
all alone / oh Lord
No, I don’t wanna live this on repeat
My shadow static by the window,
Are you grief? Are you coming for me?
I don’t think
years ago
I felt so low,
So where did all the joy go? I don’t know
(So where did all the joy go?)
You hunt the room for answers
It’s all buried mistakes here
Why am I searching?
I always have so much unsettled
I always have so much unsettled sleep
I often wake forget that I’m alone
I often reach to where love used to be
No I don’t want to stay here
all alone / oh Lord
No, I don’t wanna live this on repeat
My shadow static by the window,
Are you grief? Are you coming for me?