Cupboard Song

I can trace back why I'm scared of the dark
A boy at a party thought it would be funny
To lock me away and then leave, and it's hard
To understand why that's something I keep with me
What if the world hadn't carried on?
What if nobody had come along?

I feel the same when I think about you
And then I try not to
But that doesn't stop me
From wanting to go back and meet you again

You thought I was funny
I thought you were married
Driving me home, you said, "Ask anything"
That night and every night since
I thought that I had, but there's one thing I missed

Is this love you have getting old?
Tell me the truth at the tone
Is this everything that you want
Or a long alone

Does it feel like it did before?
Does it hurt 'cause you already know?
Know a long alone

Tell me the one about seeing the moon
When I was too young to know what I'd forget
I said, "It's because of the sun, and it's true"
Please just remind me again

I wanna feel like I'm brand new
Before I wanted three words
And you wanted four
I love you is not enough
We need to talk

I don't wanna lose you, I'll do anything
You say, "I don't want you"
But that doesn't stop me
And then I stop trying
And that's when it hits me

Is this love you have getting old?
Tell me the truth at the tone
Is this everything that you want
Or a long alone

Does it feel like it did before?
Does it hurt 'cause you already know
Know a long alone