Christian
Goin' Home
by Jason Tonioli
Release Date:
2010-11-11
Lyrics
Mixing & Mastering by Gfanfan
Sometimes I float with the way it rots
The voices in my head pumping till I'm dropped
Became a skull, I'm the one who's lost
Absorbing thousands of souls from the sky,
The prey of scorpion
Scorpion
Lemme go to heaven
Scorpion...
Lemme go to heaven
Look, let me ventilate
It's approaching and I need a space
To get things straight
Gotta say, thought I can navigate the arrogance,
But hesitation dominates, I had to face...
You,
Girl I've been struggling hard, can't breath
Kept myself strong to embrace the break
How many takes will you wipe my all praises gone,
If you tryna twist truths for letting my soul bend
I don't need the excuse but I need it revealed
Instead of me going so anxious
I mma keep getting a penalty for draining energy
By holding thoughts get repeating
Cuz I'm confused tho
I been cringing in the lack of remedy
Lost in the fantasy while seizing all the pains, you feeding egos
Shrould I fall?
I stopped ceasing the pain I felt
I don't really hate this
Let it go, take a bell close instead of hatreds
Sick of tales, making spells grow,
Break the acid (Matrix)
Take it out, the masterpiece
The one letting people got panic
I've been going thru the screams
I don't want it to go grandiose
Feeding the feel greedy to be basic.
No
It was burning all my veins
I'm the one pacing the lane
Not the one printing the pages
To get everything simply under my name,
Don't force me to lose it,
Step on the peak fore it morbid
Can't see no tears in a pool, has already faded
Stuck in the dream, I'm so torrid
No longer trench in the loops, I'm making me floored it
Head to the booth
Thoughts around me when I got none of food
Torturing me, that's a flex for the prove
Brought em on beats, I don't got things to mute
And I gotta lead my soul to be a guider of my faces
I was looking at the corner, see if I can find something was stainless
I'm the person faced it dry and forsook gimmicks
Ain't making no crowds, I’m so humble now
Wanted me to bow, look around
Got em looking frown, missing all statements
I’m not a person with a beg
I’m about to break the briefcase, defeat the laze
And turning all my thoughts into a land, making it a continent
When I can retire from perceiving all the fake lies,
Chopping on lines, everyday I fake I'm so fine
Struggling inside of my mind
Where do I climb,
Footprints prove, not just the gram
Overreaction makes scams
That’s why I zipped up my eyes
Only left vision go visible for me to increase contacts on my prime
Putting the mask on disguise,
I'll go invisible, hide me in the regular dimension of shadow,
Until it get sliced, over and over again
No optimism
I was taught tons of lessons
Decades of lost, I kept closing
Every gate of my heart go wasting
All those gimmicks
Picking up pieces, hating on me cuz of my loss
Feel like a prey, my soul's meaning deeper, thanks a lot
Sometimes I float with the way it rots
The voices in my head pumping till I'm dropped
Became a skull, I'm the one who's lost
Absorbing thousands of souls from the sky,
The prey of scorpion
Scorpion
Lemme go to heaven
Scorpion...
Lemme go to heaven
