Faded

How do I sing about the light when I’m caught in the dark?
How can I say I’ve got it together when I’m falling apart?

Weight in my chest as I run out of breath
Warmth calling me back to bed

Always faded
Sleeplessly sedated
Always faded
Hold my breath before I’ve deflated

Why do I build myself up just to slide back down again?
I know it gets better but I’m tired and I can’t see the end

Weight in my chest as I run out of breath
Warmth calling me back to bed

Always faded
Sleeplessly sedated
Always faded
Hold my breath before I’ve deflated