I want to start at the beginning

I want to start at the beginning
In the parking lot outside my local burger place
I feel a longing

And I went down
Kneeling on that stoop
I want my kids chasing you
And it's not the same
And I'm still chasing you
In the craziness
Just chasing you (down, down, down, down)

And I went down
Kneeling on that stoop
I want my kids chasing you
And it's not the same
And I'm still chasing you
In the craziness
Still chasing you

And I went down
Kneeling on that stoop
I want my kids chasing you
And it's not the same
It's not
And I'm still, still-

Juicy, warm, voluptuous
With muscle and fat
Texture and resistance
Animalic, toxic
Tough or tender, burnt
Loved, real
I used to be that