All My Shit Is In My Car

All my shit is in my car
It makes me feel 17 again
You put my drawer in a bag
And my clothes on the bed
You said you’d be gone from 12pm til 4
“Don’t be there when i get back,
And leave my key at the door”
I spent 3 hours getting sentimental
Projecting memories on the walls
Then erased myself in a half an hour,
Like i was never there at all
If i could feel
What you want me to feel
I would
What you want me to want
I would
Cause i don’t want to lose you
Deeply confuse you
If i could choose
I would feel
What you want me to feel
I would
What you want me to want
I would
Cause i don’t want to lose you
Deeply confuse you
If i could choose
I would
Reading old anniversary letters
To remind myself
How we used to feel
Then old journals
To remind myself
How long the doubts
Have been real
I try to work it out in my mind
Why our life
Doesn’t feel like mine
What if i don’t want what you want
But i never stop wanting you?
If i could feel
What you want me to feel
I would
What you want me to want
I would
Cause i don’t want to lose you
Deeply confuse you
If i could choose
I would feel
What you want me to feel
I would
What you want me to want
I would
Cause i don’t want to lose you
Deeply confuse you
If i could choose
I would
Spent 3 hours getting sentimental
Projecting memories on the walls
Then erased myself in a half an hour,
Like i was never there at all
If i could feel
What you want me to feel
I would
What you want me to want
I would
Cause i don’t want to lose you
Deeply confuse you
If i could choose
I would