Weight of Time

I can feel the weight on my shoulders
Time don’t ever ask, it only holds you
I can feel the weight on my shoulders now
Not from all the years, but the meaning that we gave ’em so
Can we put aside all the reasons
The days I only called you at night
Mornings you would lean on my shoulder
Then later have a reason to fight
Spinning all around in circles like we revolved
Oh can we throw it all away
Never look back to yesterday
Put it all behind us, put it behind us
Can’t let it define us
Don’t wanna remind us
Can we put it behind us?
Put it all behind us
Do what is righteous
By leaving you behind
Oh was it a dream?
Tryna fantasize what this feeling could be
You better believe it
Sick of tired of the same old routine
I’m sleepin’ better when the sky shifts from true blue to make time for the hue
Loves a game, it just played us
Found a real color, made of
Red, that I bleed when I’m thinking of you
Won’t look back like it’s paid off
Every word like a seance
Put the past, all behind us
Glimpse of you, ain’t afraid of
Put the past, all behind us
I don’t really have the patience, no
Put the past all behind us
Glimpse of you, ain’t afraid of
Put the past all behind us
Thats on me, lemme fade out
What’s there to prove? I’m nowhere from you, again
So tell me what’s there to lose?
I’m so far from you, again
Could this be, good for me, oh
Crash under the lights, flashin’ memories
Bringin’ you up, they keep bringing you up
Tryna spend a night
With another being
But she reminds me of
Red, that I bleed when I’m thinking of you
Put the past all behind us
But I see a glimpse of you
Yeah is talk is cheaper when I act a fool
So Imma let this shit go off yeah
You’re a prophecy of murder, slowly killin’ me
Now I’m chained to your ghost, there’s no chance of feelin’ free
Oh you keep me fastened
Speedin’ through the lanes
Feelin’ chemicals, spinning in my head, dreamin’
Crash under the lights, flashin’ memories
Bringin’ you up, they keep bringing you up
Red, that I bleed when I’m thinking of you
Put the past all behind us
But I see a glimpse of you
Yeah is talk is cheaper when I act a fool
So Imma let this shit go off yeah
You’re a prophecy of murder, slowly killin’ me
Now I’m chained to your ghost, there’s no chance of feelin’ free
You said
That could be us if we turned into lovers
There’d be no life if we didn’t have each other
All these memories got the best of me now
Living with my own casualties
It’s so hard to let it be
Heaven knows I’ve tried
Maybe this is my goodbye
Our final scene was way overdue
There’s no spotlight left to shine on you
Oh could this be my own remedy?
Starting over what I called love
Hoping I won’t find another like you
I feel lost, I feel lost
Our final scene was way overdue
I feel lost, I feel lost, I feel lost