Outside Myself

A thin ice

Covers my soul

My body's frozen and my heart is cold
And still

So much about me is raw

I search for a place to unthaw

Something in me

Broods love into fear

It veils my vision leaves my thought
Unclear
My eyes

From blue turn to grey

Hoping to mask what they say

I've been outside myself for so long

Every feeling I had is close to gone
I've been outside myself for so long

I have been

In a storm of the sun

Basking senseless to what I've become

A fool to worship just light

When after all it follows night

I've been outside myself for so long
Every feeling I had is close to gone
I've been outside myself for so long so long

I've been outside myself for so long

Every feeling I had is close to gone
I've been outside myself for so long