Spaceship

I look for you on long walks
And in my brother’s eyes
In the songs we used to sing
I keep looking for a sign
I’ll hear you through the static
And wish on satellites
That somewhere in the madness
You made it out alright
I tell myself you’re on vacation
Be back in a couple days and
Nothing’s wrong and nothings changing
Can’t face it
You never taught me about heaven
Or what I’m supposed to do
With thoughts and prayers
I picture you dancing with the planets
I imagine
You’ve made a lot friends up there
No, I don’t have the faith to just look up
Want to see it for myself, I don’t need much
Oh if I had a spaceship
If I had a spaceship
The birds will never reach you
And the planes don’t go that far
So it’s gonna be a mission
To get to where you are
The sun and moon and Saturn
Could you see me still from Mars?
I didn’t wanna let you go
I’m betting on the stars
Cause you never taught me about heaven
Or what I’m supposed to do
With thoughts and prayers
I picture you dancing with the planets
I imagine
You’ve made a lot friends up there
No, I don’t have the faith to just look up
Want to see it for myself, I don’t need much
Oh if I had a spaceship, hmm
I tell myself you’re on vacation
Be back in a couple days and
Nothing’s wrong and nothings changing
Can’t face it, can’t face it
I can’t believe that you’re not here
Missing moments, missing years
I can’t believe that you’ve moved on
That you’re really gone
You never taught me about heaven
Or what I’m supposed to do
With thoughts and prayers
I picture you dancing with the planets
I imagine
You’ve made a lot of friends up there
No, I don’t have the faith to just look up
Want to see it for myself, I don’t need much
Oh if I had a spaceship
If I had a spaceship