Killing Me

Sweet heart
Would you wake up today?
I promise
You would recognize my faith
I wanna show you
How I've grown in this place
In this place
I'm not alone and I know I'll be okay
But it's always harder
When the winter comes to stay
When I can't help but remember
All the words I'd never say
And it's killing me
That you're not here with me
I'm living happily
But I'm feeling guilty
Oh you won't believe
The wonders I can see
This world is changing me
But I'll love you faithfully
Everything is taller these days
Or maybe I feel smaller and time rushes away
There's so much I could show you
Oh the great grandchildren have been laughing like we did when we were young
Oh I've been laughing like we did when we were young
But it's killing me
That you're not here with me
I'm living happily
But I'm feeling guilty
Oh you won't believe
The wonders I can see
This world is changing me
But I I'll love you faithfully
Oh it's killing me
That you're not here with me
I'm living happily
But I'm feeling guilty
Oh you won't believe
The wonders I can see
This world is changing me
But I I'll love you faithfully
Yeah it's killing me
That you're not here with me
I'm living happily
But I'm feeling guilty
Oh you won't believe
The wonders I can see
This world is changing me
But I'll love you faithfully