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God (with current joys & never goodbye) by Matt Proxy album cover

God (with current joys & never goodbye)

by Matt Proxy

Lyrics
You'll leave, you'll leave me, me
'Cause I don't want this life
'Cause I don't want this life, baby
You'll leave, you'll leave me, me
'Cause I don't want this life
'Cause I don't want this life, baby
Baby, fall back, let me kiss you on the lips, ayy (You'll see, you'll see)
I've been myself, delusional, optimist, ayy ('Cause I don't want this life)
When I was a kid, my dad said he was pharmacist ('Cause I don't want this life, baby)
My mama working after hours just to put food to my lips, ayy
I can't come in last, and, yeah, I put that on my kid, ayy (You'll leave, you'll leave me, me)
Couldn't get this far without my bro, without my sis, uh ('Cause I don't want this life)
I'm in London, golden, I'm just taking the piss, uh ('Cause I don't want this life, baby)
Listen to my words and to the music, to the bliss, uh
Post stacks and magnums, and different pose with my fit, ayy (You'll see, you'll see)
Niggas can't fathom I did what I just did, ayy ('Cause I don't want this life)
My little brother handsome, I'm not worried 'bout him ('Cause I don't want this life, baby)
Gotta eat my chicken, drink my water, go to gym, ayy
I've been lost so long that I don't know where I have been (You'll leave, you'll leave me, me)
Dad always flashy, he pass me by with the rims, ayy ('Cause I don't want this life)
Passed my time with tasks I wish I ain't did, uh ('Cause I don't want this life, baby)
My show was golden, now she wanna take a picture
Gotta celebrate, I'm taking Tris' to my liver (You'll see, you'll see)
Not even in my prime, but anywhere, I deliver ('Cause I don't want this life)
I used to buy fake J's to feel like a winner ('Cause I don't want this life, baby)
I was just a kid and I was trying to get my fit up
Push away my thoughts that's interrupting like a hiccup (You'll leave, you'll leave me, me)
Pants stay sagging, on my shoulder it's a bishop ('Cause I don't want this life)
Write down my vision, then hammer it like a Phillip ('Cause I don't want this life, baby)
I got this leather jacket with the strap like a zip-up
I'm falling and I can't turn back, turn back
I'm falling and I can't turn back, turn back
You'll see, you'll see
'Cause I don't want this life
'Cause I don't want this life, baby
You'll see, you'll see
'Cause I don't want this life
'Cause I don't want this life, baby
You'll see, you'll see
'Cause I don't want this life
'Cause I don't want this life, baby
Picture me inside
Hold you close to keep me alive
Brown eyed beauty, leave my side
And I'll be fine through the ****ed up night
The Devil was right
Picture me in blue
Follow the stars to keep me true
I think I'm still in love with you
This ain't all I feel, is God inside you?