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I was a rebel without a cause
Living out of the blue
Used to think I knew it all
But didn't have a clue
And love was just a game
Wore my heart on my sleeve
Nothing scared me anyway
Nothing could ever break me
Now I'm falling down
Thought I'd have it figured out by now
But I'm not fine
Pushing 30
Should do it with grace
But I'm not OK
Still the world keeps turning
I need a break
I can't escape myself
This rollercoaster of emotions
And the person I'm becoming
Still learning
Pushing 30
I-I-I-I'm
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I-I-I-I'm
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I always used to chase the stars
Tried shifting light
Now I don't **** shit up now
I'm not looking for a fight
I've been seeking my whole life
Racing to the finish line
But I'm still on the run
While they're settling down
Now I'm falling yeah I
Thought I'd have it figured out by now
But I'm not fine
Pushing 30
Should do it with grace
But I'm not OK
Still the world keeps turning
I need a break
I can't escape myself
This rollercoaster of emotions
And the person I'm becoming
Still learning
Pushing 30
Going on swinging and falling
Now I can hear it calling
Going on swinging and falling
Pushing 30
Pushing 30
Should do it with grace
But I'm not OK
Still the world keeps turning
I need a break
I can't escape myself
This rollercoaster of emotions
And the person I'm becoming
Still learning
Pushing 30
I-I-I-I'm
Pushing 30
I-I-I-I'm
Pushing 30