any1 but myself

Staring at the ceiling, I've been wondering when to end on
Cause everywhere I'm going is another place I don't belong
What if I get halfway to the moon and then it all just stops
And what if every fairytale is just a fairytale they're all made of
Why do I always feel like I'm falling behind?
I spend every minute wishing I'm somebody else
Maybe I need help
'Cause I wanna be anyone but myself
Oh, why am I jealous of a stereotypе?
I've been looking in the mirror and I can't tell
Maybе I need help
'Cause I wanna be anyone but myself
I wanna be anyone but myself
I wanna be anyone but—
Every happy feeling is another wonder that I can't trust
'Cause I'll wake up tomorrow and be certain that I'm not enough
I compete with my friends, I'm not pretty like them
And it drives me insane, I can't imagine success
Ah right now I'm just thinking that I might be thinking way too much (Yeah)
Why do I always feel like I'm falling behind?
I spend every minute wishing I'm somebody else
Maybe I need help
'Cause I wanna be anyone but myself
Oh, why am I jealous of a stereotype?
I've been looking in the mirror and I can't tell
Maybe I need help
'Cause I wanna be anyone but myself
I wanna be anyone but myself
I know I should be grateful for the things that I have
And trust me, I am
Still I wanna be anyone but myself