Lovers Grief

I could go to bed
But then I gotta wake up and do this shit again
I just wanna drink
Get my mind off things
God, I really need a friend

I never felt so low
I'm reeling from the blow
Love is grief you can't prevent

Now I gotta pretend
That I'm okay with being alone
And it's the end

You look different from the other side of love
Your eyes, so empty when they once were filled with us

How can you live with yourself?
Do you like to watch me drown?
Does it make you feel like the big man, now?
This lover's grief catching up with me
Tell me how
You look different from the other side of love

I get so confused
I'm changing up my look
I'm changing up my hair
I don't know what to do
Guess I just wanna lose the part of me that cares

I feel different from the other side of love
Your eyes, so empty when they once were filled with us

How can you live with yourself?
Do you like to watch me drown?
Does it make you feel like the big man, now?
This lover's grief catching up with me
Tell me how
You look different from the other side of love