I Still

I still, I still.
Everytime I’m in the mirror,
I see you lookin at me.
Leaning on my shoulder,
holding my hand
and kissing my cheek.
I don’t know what to do now.
Can’t look at my phone.
cuz somehow it knows
to reminds me that it’s over [oh oh].
I finally blocked your instagram stories.
Took down all your pics from the walls.
I thought that I’d want somebody to hold me.
It’s not like me to not move on.
One month in was horrible and yeah couldn’t sleep.
Then two I finally did but you invaded all my dreams.
Then three i felt like dying,
and then four I couldn’t breath.
Five months you’re still with me.
I still play our songs in the car and
I still check my phone think you’re calling.
I still sometimes pretend you’re here when you’re not.
[oh oh oh oh ]
And I still wear your t-shirt to bed and,
I still read the texts you would send and,
I still wish that you were here but you’re not.
I guess you’re gone.
Thought it be a little clearer,
after some time and i would see
only me in the mirror
but you’re still here lookin at me.
So when you said forever
was it a lie?
What did you mean?
Is our story really over?
Ya know in my book
it was you and me.
I finally blocked your instagram stories.
Took down all your pics from the walls.
I thought that I’d want somebody to hold me.
It’s not like me to not move on.
One month in was horrible and yeah couldn’t sleep.
Then two I finally did but you invaded all my dreams.
Then three i felt like dying,
and then four I couldn’t breath.
Five months you’re still with me [yeah you’re still with me].
I still play our songs in the car and
I still check my phone think you’re calling.
I still sometimes pretend you’re here when you’re not.
[oh oh oh oh]
And I still wear your t-shirt to bed and,
I still read the texts you would send and,
I still wish that you were here but you’re not.
I guess you’re gone.
I still, I still.
I still, I still.