Wondering

Seems like a part of me will always have to lose
Every single time I have to choose
Swore that it felt right but was I wrong
Is this where I’m supposed to be at all
I don’t have the answers, not today
It’s like nothing makes the questions go away
What I’d give to see
If the grass was greener
On the other side of all I’ve had and lost
Would it be enough
Or would I still be wondering
If I could go back and change the past
Be a little braver than I had
And bet against the odds
Would I still be lost
Even if I woke up in my dreams
Would there still be something I’m missing
If I had everything
Would it mean anything
To me
Feels like I might have broke the best thing that I had
I said too much to ever take it back
I’m scared I’ll never find something as good
And would I even know it if I could
On the other side of all I’ve had and lost
Would it be enough
Or would I still be wondering( Or would I still be wondering)
If I could go back and change the past
Be a little braver than I had
And bet against the odds
Would I still be lost
Even if I woke up in my dreams
Would there still be something I’m missing
If I had everything
Would it mean anything
May be I should turn around and take the other road
Or maybe I’m just looking for what I already know
I’m just wondering
If I could go back and change the past
Be a little braver than I had
And bet against the odds
Would I still be lost
Even if I woke up in my dreams
Would there still be something I’m missing
If I had everything
Would it mean anything
To me
Would it be enough
Or would I still be wondering