I don’t want to fall out
It’s quarter to twelve
I’m no longer myself
And you’ve been drinking
What the hell was I thinking?
I don’t want to fall out
I’ve got nothing to say
Only the primate in me
The one that I don’t wanna see
I know she does your head in
She’d do mine in too if she din’t live here
But squatter’s rights
We’ve got to be fair
I guess you better get used
To the self abuse that I’m trapped in
I know I’ve got no excuse
I just want to love you but that ain’t happening
You know, I don’t think you’d like me
Without my medication, I’m no vacation
I’m just more work
And you’ve got enough of that
I’m just another 9-5 when you get home at night
Where’s the break in your life
We’ll just end up fighting
I wish I wasn’t like this
Guess it’s who I write
I’m sorry that I cry every time you close your eyes
It’s the subtext of your sighs
Makes me think that I should die
It’s a disease in my mind
I don’t know how to stay alive
And I’ve waiting on a sign
Reading in-between the lines
But the lines turn into blood
And then the blood turns into wine
And I know I shouldn’t like it
I wish I wasn’t like this
Destruction in addictive and I like my doses high
It’s easy not to care, just shorten my goodbyes
Am I someone you despise?
Come on baby, don’t you lie
I guess you better get used
To the self abuse that I’m trapped in
I know I’ve got no excuse
I just want to love you but that ain’t happening
I guess you better get used
To the self abuse that I’m trapped in
I know I’ve got no excuse
I just want to love you but that ain’t happening