Nineteen

Some days when I'm down just a little bit, I drop myself to the floor
It's not a problem if it hurts because I can't feel ache anymore, ah
Then he came back home because I wanted to see what's changed
And then I realized everyone's gone, but I still feel the same, ah

It wasn't meant to be
This boy at nineteen
My friend live next to me
Now she won't want to see me look differently now that I'm nineteen

And I wish that I could tell all my ex jokes in detail

Thought I should've stayed up, what, 'cause of the a-levels I failed
My cousin just told me that my favorite show shut down
And the other one just told me that I always got a frown

My, my minds a lie because I'm a lie
My, my minds a lie because I'm a lie
My, my minds a lie because I'm a lie
My, my minds a lie because I'm a lie

It wasn't meant to be
My friend live next to me
Now she won't want to see me look differently now that I'm nineteen