Lyrics
I hope you find a way to deal with all the pressure
Here's a lesson from my present self everything is overwhelmed
Moments seem to counteract
At times I wish that I'd go back and **** up when I had the chance I keep it on a need to know basis
I'm basic, a bastard child, I'm a pessimistic mess and so I can't be wild
Daddy's self destructive traits have seemed to plague his child like how do you think that I was swimming when it's clear that I was drowning
Hands they fold like prayers scoop my youth up from the fountain, in search of something deeper so I'm trecking up these mountains
In nikey sweats and a worn out vest and some mashed up creps just to find that
All I see is what could be
Not what was
All my wants they seem to be
My new needs
And for once I'm breaking off cus
I'm back not better
Secured some cheddar
The ties been severed
The storms been weathered
I catch my cruise
And change my views
To pick up where I left off as the same damn fool
It's cost my time
And cost my pride
It's crossed my mind that maybe I'm
the author of the things I hate
I hope in time I demonstrate
On how to not disintegrate
At sight of all the mess I made
Free'd up had to ease up so I'd see love
Im free'd up not a leader
It don't mean much
I need ya to be eager to be ok to be alright
All I see is what could be
Not what was
All my wants they seem to be
My new needs
And for once I'm breaking off cus
Here's a lesson from my present self everything is overwhelmed
Moments seem to counteract
At times I wish that I'd go back and **** up when I had the chance I keep it on a need to know basis
I'm basic, a bastard child, I'm a pessimistic mess and so I can't be wild
Daddy's self destructive traits have seemed to plague his child like how do you think that I was swimming when it's clear that I was drowning
Hands they fold like prayers scoop my youth up from the fountain, in search of something deeper so I'm trecking up these mountains
In nikey sweats and a worn out vest and some mashed up creps just to find that
All I see is what could be
Not what was
All my wants they seem to be
My new needs
And for once I'm breaking off cus
I'm back not better
Secured some cheddar
The ties been severed
The storms been weathered
I catch my cruise
And change my views
To pick up where I left off as the same damn fool
It's cost my time
And cost my pride
It's crossed my mind that maybe I'm
the author of the things I hate
I hope in time I demonstrate
On how to not disintegrate
At sight of all the mess I made
Free'd up had to ease up so I'd see love
Im free'd up not a leader
It don't mean much
I need ya to be eager to be ok to be alright
All I see is what could be
Not what was
All my wants they seem to be
My new needs
And for once I'm breaking off cus