This weight on my shoulders, I hated bein' sober
One day they all showed up, used to play like they ain't know us
Smoke all my pain for some closure, to the grave I'm a soldier
Them thangs shot his soul up, that's gang up culture

I'm still the same, so what?
A lotta shit ain't never changed when I got older, uh
He tryna bust a brain and go nuts
Traumatized by that dead body odor, we all got colder

Now you gotta get some money with me, 'cause I'm tired of givin' it out
Play with me, I up this semi and divide a nigga scalp
Bro died, my crib started feelin' empty, it got silent in the house
The main shit be fuckin' with me, be some I'm tryna forget about

You either throw or catch a shell, had it rough, but L-O-L
All we know is death or jail, stick to the code, don't ever tell
Look where we was left, this shit was set up for us to fail
You can't look scared of death, I ain't thinkin' 'bout heaven or a hell

This weight on my shoulders, I hated bein' sober
One day they all showed up, used to play like they ain't know us
Smoke all my pain for some closure, to the grave I'm a soldier
Them thangs shot his soul up, that's gang up culture

I'm still the same, so what?
A lotta shit ain't never changed when I got older, uh
He tryna bust a brain and go nuts
Traumatized by that dead body odor, we all got colder

I'm tryna focus on my strength, how you ballin' from the bench?
They all sacrificed they morals, 'cause of somethin' they resent
Death be the reason these hos'll fuck me, when they know I got a bitch
Or 'cause they notice that I'm richer, 'cause they notice I'm the shit

His trigger finger make him wanna spin, like bro you know I got a itch
From blood drops, this shit can't end, like bro you know we gotta blitz
When I speak my truth, it don't depend, 'cause I ain't sugarcoatin' it
That's my broski, that's my twin, he always gon' know what I meant

Managin' my copin' mechanism from survival instincts
He was told he better get 'em, think he a killer in the game
But he don't know he just a victim, it's like that growth will never hit him
His life flashed before he died, feel like his bros were never wit' him

Fake love been killin' me with kindness, I'm like, "Bitch I'd rather die"
Fuck that ego, never mind it, these days I'd rather cry
This shit about divine timin', knowin' that I'd rather try
Crazy they couldn't hear me, 'cause they blinded, couldn't do nothin' else but sigh

This weight on my shoulders, I hated bein' sober
One day they all showed up, used to play like they ain't know us
Smoke all my pain for some closure, to the grave I'm a soldier
Them thangs shot his soul up, that's gang up culture

I'm still the same, so what?
A lotta shit ain't never changed when I got older, uh
He tryna bust a brain and go nuts
Traumatized by that dead body odor, we all got colder