⁠STAY CLEAN

I try to stay clean
I try to stay sober
I try to stay lean
I try to stay clean
I try to say "no"
I try to save me

I try to stay cool
I try to stay calm
Not to feel sorry
I know it's all love
I'm trying to feel love

I'm trying big things
Failing is OK
Maybe I need it

I try to listen
Closer to my heart
Than to my thoughts
I try to stay woke
But not crazy
Balance is not easy
3inya
Ahhhhh

I try
Inside
Yeah I try
Still inside

I try to move on
I try to keep running
I try to stay strong
I try to slow down

I try to ease up
Still in a rush
I try to improve
I try to lock in
I try to unfold
There's probably more to this
There's certainly more to this

All in the head, it kicks in
Am I better off pretending?
Playing somebody else
Don't know if I'm lying to myself
Chasing euphoria
Just for your love
You're lost

I try
Inside

Yet I try
Still inside

I try to stay clean
I try to stay sober
I try to stay lean
I try to stay clean
I try to say "no"
I try to save me

I try to stay cool
I try to stay calm
Not feeling sorry
I know it's all love
I try to feel love