High Water

For the time being
I will still avoid my own questions
And we both bury that history deep
But you know I can hold my breath forever

For the time being
You are still a perfect reminder of what
All of these scars on my arms are for
If I can hold myself together

And I told myself I'm sacred babe
I'm waiting on some holy favour
Basking in the solace of regret

And it seems my hell is your high water
Watch me weep again before I pull myself beneath the waves

When the mark of infinity
Buriеs its teeth in me
I'll smile through the agony for you
And I know you still bеar the weight of your own existence
And you'll never bear the weight of two

And I told myself I'm sacred babe
I'm waiting on some holy favour
Basking in the solace of regret

And it seems my hell is your high water
Watch me weep again before I pull myself beneath the waves

For the time being
I will admit my defeat again

I will accept that I can't pretend
We will ever be together

I can't hold myself together