Lyrics
I do bad things to good versions of me
I find good things in bad versions of me
I donāt know, itās just versions of me, babe
Iām in a nightmare having a dream
I got a question, am I who I seem?
Iām out the matrix from battlinā me
Iām dipped in all black shadowing me
Something undefined is now taking over me
Who am I to fight me for my own soul?
Iām saying yes to things that usually are no for me
I kiss the neon night and let it have control
Why do I feel so free when Iām killinā me?
Iām fallinā to the sky caught between all the lines
I get so sad at myself
When I love whatās bad for my health
I wanna do right and I would
But wrong taste and feels so good
Clutch the dutch these feelinās is hard to touch
Puff enough stuff, sometimes life is rough
On the cusp of doinā right, who Iām foolin', right?
A child of the light goinā wild for the night
Cause most of fights I have, yo I have with myself
A good dude, but I can do bad by myself
It's sad that I felt that I could never be
With nobody, girl you know my g
O.d. On the good life, Iām a man, itās simple
Probably the things I been through and the evil that men do
I want my cake and eat it, heartbreak they take and leave it
The same song Iām beinā featured, I canāt delete it
The good you can see it but you really a bad girl
Livinā in a mad world, sometimes you want that girl
You aināt been madonna through the drama
If itās cominā back itās karma, a queen is made to honor
I find good things in bad versions of me
I donāt know, itās just versions of me, babe
Iām in a nightmare having a dream
I got a question, am I who I seem?
Iām out the matrix from battlinā me
Iām dipped in all black shadowing me
Something undefined is now taking over me
Who am I to fight me for my own soul?
Iām saying yes to things that usually are no for me
I kiss the neon night and let it have control
Why do I feel so free when Iām killinā me?
Iām fallinā to the sky caught between all the lines
I get so sad at myself
When I love whatās bad for my health
I wanna do right and I would
But wrong taste and feels so good
Clutch the dutch these feelinās is hard to touch
Puff enough stuff, sometimes life is rough
On the cusp of doinā right, who Iām foolin', right?
A child of the light goinā wild for the night
Cause most of fights I have, yo I have with myself
A good dude, but I can do bad by myself
It's sad that I felt that I could never be
With nobody, girl you know my g
O.d. On the good life, Iām a man, itās simple
Probably the things I been through and the evil that men do
I want my cake and eat it, heartbreak they take and leave it
The same song Iām beinā featured, I canāt delete it
The good you can see it but you really a bad girl
Livinā in a mad world, sometimes you want that girl
You aināt been madonna through the drama
If itās cominā back itās karma, a queen is made to honor