I don't know how it really happened
Feel it comin'
I was just sitting alone in my backyard
Feel it comin'
I found a rock, I kicked it over
In the past I'd run away
Comin' round
Feelin' like a loser anytime I get caught bein sneaky
I'm just curious I'll say

But the date I had in my old backpack had a message
From my mother on the other side she says that I'm a reeeeal work
On myself today. Get some abs today
I'm rollin' one for Benny but this penny gonna keep me funny
I'm just telling jokes to you, to get me through this satire flat tire
My big ideas, when they gonna win

I don't wanna, I don't wanna, I don't wanna be that
No I don't wanna be that

I used to bartend in New York City
Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday
Those nights, I don't remember but the money
Swimmin' in the bucks back then
Lately I'm staring at ants on a wall thinking could I just ride the wave
Or hit another reef again
Or I'll watch a movie, something kinda juicy
Check out check in I'm just tryna find a way

But the date I had in my old backpack had a message from my brother
On another side he says that I'm a reeeeal jerk'
In my leg today. Call me ok
I'm rollin' one for Benny when these pennies gonna add up for me
I'm just telling jokes to you, to get me through this satire flat tire
My big ideas, when they gonna win

I don't wanna I dont wanna I don't wanna be that
I don't wanna be that
Ahhhh... you're a fool girl
Ahhhhh... go back to school girl