Limbo

The same dreams all night long,
Keep my heart racing ****ing strong
Waking state, a constant strain,
A whisper’s driving me insane
They talk at me from every side,
Every day, emotions collide
Emotions collide
So tell me, is there a heaven above?
If not, what is my final journey made of?
Do I want to give up this fight?
But who will face it if not I?
Am I the only one who feels this way?
Am I the only one who lives in dismay?
Helplessness and sadness, a routine I keep,
When will it end? Will it ever cease?
No answers from dreams, no light.
No answers from life, day or night.
No strength left, through pills I take,
No end to the war, no escape to make.
The war overwhelms my mind,
No one can free me, no solace to find.
Everything ends, everything fades
What’s left behind?
No solace to find
So tell me, is there a heaven above?
If not, what is my final journey made of?
Do I want to give up this fight?
But who will face it if not I?
No strength left to endure the fight,
Now I wonder, is it right?
Please tell me, I need to know
In this war, where do I go?