Never Meant To Go This Way

Mistakes I’ve made, darling I’m on my way

Back to the same place, like a snake eating its own tail

Have you felt the same, chest full of apathy, as I breathe in death and exhale shame?

The walls are thin where my self worth lives, they hear everything
With every pain that I push away (Push away)

Another comes around to take it’s place

I won’t be okay (Never meant, never mеant to go this way)

Until I kill the parts of me I hateJust lеt them die, no need to mourn their grave

Sky soaked grey, this path I navigate, it was never meant to go this way; desperation now commonplace

Placated by the pain, never meant to go this way

Never meant to go this way

With every pain that I push away (Push away)

Another comes around to take it’s place

I won’t be okay (Never meant, never meant to go this way)

Until I kill the parts of me I hateMistakes I’ve made, darling I’m on my way

Back to the same place, like a snake eating its own tail

Have you felt the same, chest full of apathy, as I breathe in death and exhale shame?I will find a way or die in shades of grey

With pain now commonplace

I take away what I hate

Embrace the agony