Owe It To Myself

[Intro: MNERVA]

Nobody believed in me

So I had to be my own person when I walked through hell

But I don’t need your sympathy ’cause I got a dream and

I’ma just keep goin’ ’cause I owe it to myself
[Verse 1: Rex Arcum]

Burn out, blackout in the deep end

Throw out my inner demons

Screamin’, are we drownin’?

No more frownin’, no more clownin’ around

Now back in a loop, now back to the same old rut

Every time I think I see the way out, the door is shut

Some of y’all want Rex disappearin’

Guess what, I got no means of leavin’

That’s shallow for a whacko

Now feelin’ lonely, Benny Blanco

Down on myself, half past twelve

Take the blocks down off the shelf

Build it up, knock it down

And you know what I say

[Chorus: MNERVA]

Nobody believed in me

So I had to be my own person when I walked through hell

But I don’t need your sympathy ’cause I got a dream and

I’ma just keep goin’ ’cause I owe it to myself[Post-Chorus: MNERVA]

‘Cause I owe it to myself

‘Cause I owe it to myself

‘Cause I owe it to myself[Verse 2: Rex Arcum]

I am not your lab rat, I’m not your space monkey

You threw me off a cliff like an adrenaline junky

Fight it, repeat it, deny it and delete it

If you ain’t up on my level, things are gettin’ consequential

And we cut the instrumental, face these facts into your skull

Bleedin’ scars out through a pencil, no, the moment’s never dull

Wave that around with all your momma’s money, bling-bling

If you ever felt redundant, then it’s time for you to sing[Chorus: MNERVA]

Nobody believed in me

So I had to be my own person when I walked through hell

But I don’t need your sympathy ’cause I got a dream and

I’ma just keep goin’ ’cause I owe it to myself

[Post-Chorus: MNERVA]

‘Cause I owe it to myself

‘Cause I owe it to myself

‘Cause I owe it to myself