When you’re me

Having fun makes me feel guilty

Having fun makes me feel sad

Doing this means nothing to me

Won’t stop me from feeling this bad
Oh, my healthy way of coping

Is for someone else, not me

I’ve tried to learn that hoping

Is enough to set me freeI write my thoughts

It’s not enough

My body doesn’t know that i’m ready

So, please help me

Not self-destruct

And open up

It’s easy to be reckless when you’re free

It’s easy to be reckless when you’re meSuch a fool trying to be me

He’s somewhere, he’ll find his way back

He’s dancing, he’s never felt this free

He’s lying, he’s about to crackYou can’t really call it coping

When your insides don’t agree

It’s difficult to patch it up

It’s hard to find the keyHe’ll write his will

As if he wasn’t gone without a trace

Could you find him?

Please just help himNot self-destruct

And open up

It’s easy to be reckless when you’re free

It’s easy to be reckless when you’re meIt’s not fair that I feel so lonely

When everything seems to be near

I’ve seen him go ever so slowly

What happens when I’m just left here

To self-destruct

I won’t open up

It’s easy to be reckless when you’re free

It’s easy to be reckless when you’re me