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We used to talk till 3 a.m
About love and life and who hurt us then
You know my secrets, my family, my fears
Now I scroll past your name like we were never near
You were more than just a friend, you were my sister
No quotation marks, no pretend
And I don't know when the shift came in
But now we're just two ghosts who used to blend
I thought we'd be gray and laughing
Still showing up, still having each other's back in every season
But you changed the weather, now I'm standing here alone
In memories that used to feel like forever
Friend breakups hurt like hell
Worse than any boy ever did, can't you tell?
You knew my soul, my past, my truth
Losing you felt like I lost my youth
We had no closure, no last fight
Just silence that showed up overnight
And no one talks about this kind of pain
When your best friend walks away
Without explaining a thing
I still see you in old pictures
Still hear your voice in my own whispers
Girl, you got this, you'd say that when I did it
Now I got to be strong without your permission
I saved a seat for you in every win
But you ain't clapped since way back when
And I still don't know what I did to deserve a goodbye
That never even slid past your lips
You were supposed to ride till the wheels fell off
But you ghosted me like a call you never got
And I hate how much I still care
Still want to text you when life feels unfair
Friend breakups hurt like hell
Worse than any boy ever did, can't you tell?
You knew my soul, my past, my truth
Losing you felt like I lost my youth
We had no closure, no last fight
Just silence that showed up overnight
And no one talks about this kind of pain
When your best friend walks away
Without explaining a thing
I don't hate you
I just hate how we ended
I hate how I still replay it like it's unfinished
We could have been anything but you chose distance
And I'm stuck grieving something that never got a sentence
Not all breakups
Come with roses and tears
Some come with silence
And a number you don't dial anymore
And damn
That silence loud as hell
About love and life and who hurt us then
You know my secrets, my family, my fears
Now I scroll past your name like we were never near
You were more than just a friend, you were my sister
No quotation marks, no pretend
And I don't know when the shift came in
But now we're just two ghosts who used to blend
I thought we'd be gray and laughing
Still showing up, still having each other's back in every season
But you changed the weather, now I'm standing here alone
In memories that used to feel like forever
Friend breakups hurt like hell
Worse than any boy ever did, can't you tell?
You knew my soul, my past, my truth
Losing you felt like I lost my youth
We had no closure, no last fight
Just silence that showed up overnight
And no one talks about this kind of pain
When your best friend walks away
Without explaining a thing
I still see you in old pictures
Still hear your voice in my own whispers
Girl, you got this, you'd say that when I did it
Now I got to be strong without your permission
I saved a seat for you in every win
But you ain't clapped since way back when
And I still don't know what I did to deserve a goodbye
That never even slid past your lips
You were supposed to ride till the wheels fell off
But you ghosted me like a call you never got
And I hate how much I still care
Still want to text you when life feels unfair
Friend breakups hurt like hell
Worse than any boy ever did, can't you tell?
You knew my soul, my past, my truth
Losing you felt like I lost my youth
We had no closure, no last fight
Just silence that showed up overnight
And no one talks about this kind of pain
When your best friend walks away
Without explaining a thing
I don't hate you
I just hate how we ended
I hate how I still replay it like it's unfinished
We could have been anything but you chose distance
And I'm stuck grieving something that never got a sentence
Not all breakups
Come with roses and tears
Some come with silence
And a number you don't dial anymore
And damn
That silence loud as hell